loneliness, depression, etc

im so tired of feeling so lonely and sad 24/7. it feels like i have no support behind me when it comes to my depression and anxiety. i have a *** relationship with the majority of my family so they can’t help, and it feels like my mom is distant-ish emotionally so i can barely ever rely on her, and my therapist i feel like isn’t much help either. i have trouble making friends so it feels like im completely by myself. im so tired of living my life this way. it doesn’t feel like it ever truly does get better, im. convinced it doesn’t.