Help: Extreme depression
I am 21, female, and hopelessly depressed. Every day is a burden, life itself seems like a long, cumbersome, painful nightmare. I seriously wish I would die peacefully and painlessly. Suicide is a constant thought in my mind. The deep, piercing pain I feel within is indescribable, cruel and endless. I don't like my life. I don't like this horrible world which God has created. So much of evil here. At 21, I already feel I have lived enough and want an end to this stay in this dystopia called Earth. I don't know what to do, I am trapped between life and death. It sucks.
Hello, I am also very depressed. It's a struggle to get through the day. When I'm with people I feel better, but i need new friends who are fun to be around. Do you have hobbies that you enjoy? Do you have close family or friends that can help you? Can you go out and talk to people? I was on antidepressants for 25 years. I recently weaned off. I cry a lot now. I have to try not to think about the past and focus on building a future. It's not easy to meet new people. Suicide is not the answer. It devastates the people you leave behind and who care about you. I just found out about this app. It helps me to chat with people. Keep trying to find the help you need. I wish you well.
6 years older than you and this feelings comes in waves for me. I'm currently in this same state of mind, so I'm just here to say you're not alone. I don't have any words to give you right now as I can't even think straight but I will pray for us both. I pray that God makes us feel a sense of purpose and that we feel loved and worthy.
@Sanvee11
Me too.
@Sanvee11. I feel for you, me too.
@Sanvee11 hi. I'm coming from the member community group and not sure if you receive my message on the chat. I'll copy and paste here.
Hey. Heartbreaks are painful. I'm sorry this group chat has been very unsafe for you to share what's on your mind. What you feel is real to you, and I'm sorry you're being invalidated. Just ignore the trolls.
I'm really sorry they don't provide a safe space for you. I'm sending you hugs. :(. Some members have mentioned this issue in the community post. I've tried to stand up for you. Sorry it's not enough to change the atmosphere.
Your feelings and experiences are valid. Just ignore what they've said. They don't fully know your experience and conclude so quickly. I'm really sorry you don't have a positive experience today. I hope you can process these feelings in a safe place ❤️. Once again, I'm really sorry you're being attacked like that. It's very invalidating
@purpleHemlock3913 thank you so much. Yesterday's people were truly horrible, especially @BlackButterfly5- unbelievably merciless. These people did not even bother to ask why he blocked me. Despite knowing my situation after I explained to them, they kept on blaming me and said it's my choice to suffer. Tell me, if love were so easy, why would anyone write stories like Romeo and Juliet?? What these people were telling me was totally ludicrous and revulsive- it's as good as telling Juliet to forget Romeo and blaming her for loving him so deeply. Yesterday's group members were truly offensive and lousy, worst experience seriously. But thanks a lot for understanding me.