∆My confusing dude Journal∆
I don't really know what I'm going to write here, but I think mostly that I want to vent a bit bc sometimes I feel so many things at once and I just need to let them out.
@BlaiseAce
Today was not good, not bad, just plain boring. I've mostly stayed on my phone all day, I felt twice as tired as usual, and I wanted to exercise but I didn't have strength or time.
I'm not discouraged because in the last 2 weeks I've managed to train every day (for 30 min), and this is already a great result for me, so one missed day won't be so bad.
I definitely used my phone too much today, I didn't even notice what I was eating for breakfast.
At the end of the day I managed to be minimally productive and did a bit of research for books I want to read,
The genre I was looking for is horror/dystopia. My all time favorite series is Alice in Borderland. And I wanted to look for some books with similar vibes. I call it futuristic apocalyptic.
I'm a little annoyed with my parents because yesterday they scolded me for not decorating the X-mas tree, and today that I started decorating , they scolded me for something else. I'm trying ok.
Today I felt sluggish.
Like when you're living the day but your mind isn't there. Pretty much all my days are like this.
I don't know if it will do me much good to write here, but at least I'll keep myself accountable.