The Void (TRIGGER WARNING)
my skin doesn’t fit right
it’s not meant for the gender and thoughts i feel and am
my bones aren’t built right
not for the weight i carry on my back
my screams don’t sound right
they sound empty, and they get pulled into The Void
my words don’t feel right
they feel hollow and worthless, like i don’t mean what i say
i don’t feel right
i don’t feel like the mood and the smile i wear don’t work on my friends
they all know me too well
they see right through my hollowness
my blankness
im being pulled into The Void of empty space and lies
i try to call out
but my shouts mean nothing
just like my words
like my truth
like
me.
i hope i’m not the only one who feels like this. and if you relate to this, wanna talk?and/or be friends?
You are not the only one. I feel like an imposter more often than I feel like myself.