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my died december 19th 2018 and i still think about it all the time. i just think about he wont get to see me graduate this year and how he’s going to miss every important part of my life now. it’s so unfair that he’s gone, he was only 32. He had a brain aneurysm that we didn’t know about but one night it just exploded and my mom had to give him cpr till the ambulance got there. i remember my mom waking me up in the morning and telling me he was really sick and in the hospital. later that day when she back home from the hospital my little brother asked her “when’s daddy coming home?” and she said “he’s not” that’s when it hit me that i was never going to see my dad again.
@ghostgirl444 It is unfair. No amount of condolences or looking at the bigger picture will ever make the loss of a loved one fair. So many moments turned to wishes that'll never be, it hurts to achieve all the milestones without the one who means the most. The day of the loss will always be so clear.. how can it not be, I hope you find some peace<3
If it helps keep something that belongs to him with you, something you can hold or wear.. it's not the same but it feels nice to have something with us that they once had. Also you'll always be the closest part of him and in that sense he is with you, just like how you're with him.
