she/her, 16. gmt/utc +3. i’m diagnosed with ocd, panic attacks and depression (i can’t afford medication and i just feel worse on it) and i think i might have adhd/autism. i also have chronic insomnia. i’m homeschooled this year because of struggling with communication at school. i speak english and russian. i struggle with no motivation, no concentration, loneliness, social isolation, hopelessness, no meaning in life, physical feeling of tiredness, anxiety and feeling miserable because of the political situation. i like reading and my favourite book is the outsiders. i like drawing and acting in theatre and i study history. i want to become a diplomat or politician someday but my dream is falling apart because of my lack of concentration and finance. i’m here because i figured out that it’s the best option since i have no money to afford therapy and i genuinely want to feel better but i don’t know how to help myself. also i just want someone i can trust and talk to without being judged.