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andrewtan99
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PathStep 35 Compassion hearts91 Forum posts32 Forum upvotes37 Current upvotes37 Age GroupTeen Last activeDecember, 2024 Member sinceMarch 28, 2021
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Wanting to become a listener...


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Just addicted,
Addiction Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 Thursday
...See more Ii got into *** addiction because I was sexually abused and assaulted multiple times. Now I'm just *** to not fear of the girl who did these to me. I was threatened to have sex with her.
I was sexually harassed
General Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 November 17th
...See more In primary school and middle school, I was sexually harassed multiple times, while yearning for help and asking why it happened and why it happened again on me all three of them in my mind, I started to realize from the words of other classmates that this is a huge problem, and my mind shifts to the little kids that look up to me cuz I was model student in primary school when I graduated, I knew something bad like this would and will affect them in the long or short run, some damage would be caused in their little hearts. The person who sexually harassed me in middle school, I'm unsure if they are really the model student they called themselves but really as much as I know they're just making it up. After that happened, I haven't been able to feel or perceive or judge my surroundings (especially my middle school) clearly.
I don't eat
Eating Disorder Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 November 24th
...See more I'm hungry but I don't want to eat. Even if I eat I feel disgusted after that.
Tool
General Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 November 18th
...See more Just realized I'm a tool all my life. I'm a tool for someone's else desire to win, desire to lust, desire to get validation from others. But all I wanna do is be free and live... When I was a young kid, my family turned toxic and decided to put every responsibility of loving me to my sister, which outweighed her in her childhood years and later only to be set free by her boyfriend. I'm the very reason why she and a few other person suffers and the very least valuable thing in the world, cause I always get hurt, take the wrong turn and become depressed for it.
Her death
Grief & Loss / by andrewtan99
Last post
 October 17th
...See more It's October 10, 2024. 20:12 in the night, I grieving alone for her, or so I thought I am. It's a tear in my skin to know she was not ever heard breathing. Past few weeks she left us dead, we saw the photos, there were red. I feel the loss, I feel her death. It was near the exams her life stop coming in.
Just trauma, if I'm not worthy enough for your attention just go on scrolling, I don't want to hear you shouting at my face
Trauma Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 October 21st
...See more TW - abuse There's one thing I really want is to have someone to talk to. Living up to this day, I've seen so many things happening all the time as if even raining down fire won't even be enough. My dad has an alcohol habit and sometimes domestic violence, my mom sometimes domestic violence my sister and both my mom, sister and dad always get in a heated argument and sometimes a fight. I just really need someone to talk to instead of just having authorized people telling me in the face that it's all just my head and it's not even that hard I can get through the things that are going on. It's just down bad to say I can get over it that easily when people don't experience what I do. More than that, having peers wanting me dead is another level of experience, but downgraded.
Recovering
Personality Disorders Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 October 9th
...See more Hey guys, just wanted to say tq for staying with me as a community in the past year, I've fully cured from split personality disorder and now I'm living my normal life. Tq y'all❤️
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